Been A While

I hadn't realized it had been so long since I have posted. Chemo keeps me tired these days. I can't hit the blog from work, and I'm so tired by the time I get home that I usually don't even open my computer. Physically, the chemo is really wearing me down. I pray more for strength and energy now than anything. I'm only able to work part time now, and I see that dwindling quickly. I try hard to keep the spirit up, though. I just hate not having the energy to be involved with Jadyn like I want to. I want to get up and play with her but sometimes its all I can do to stay awake and just watch her play. I am so thankful to have someone here to help me. He is such a blessing from God, and I couldn't do this without him.

On the flip side, it was great to see my parents this week for the holiday. I know it was good for Jadyn, too. Having dinner with them was so nice. It was a small escape from reality, even if only for a few short hours. I'm looking forward to seeing them again next month.