I think the hardest part of this today has been telling family. It has made it so much more real. I know it is hard on everyone with me being so far away. Its still so surreal, but I just keep telling myself I will get through this, I will get through this, I will get through this.
I went ahead today and picked up most of my meds to prepare for chemo treatments. They start Tuesday morning. I'll pick up the rest of them tomorrow. Its a little overwhelming to try to keep up with everything. I think I'm going to have to get a mini planner or something to help keep track...I'll figure it out. Anywho, another day down. Time to relax a little and get ready for the rest of the week. There are a few more tests this week, then Friday a minor surgery to get my chemo port put in.
Thank you for allowing me to be one of the first ones to know and to be there with you in every step from the very beginning. Even though I'm not with you in person, I am definitely with you in spirit every minute of every day. I pray that you will overcome this obstacle and you will be stronger when this journey is over than when it began. I love you, sis.
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